And you are?

So it's Monday February 25, 2008 isn't it funny how you say Feb-ru-ary? You don't even pronounce the r after Feb or at least I don't. What are your plans for today? Mine are

1- Wake up at 7 in the morning
2-take a shower and try to get hair to be managable
3- get dressed and try to look like i'm alive
4- eat breakfast and drink water
5- go to Liz's house (my mothers bff) and hang out with my bff- Bridget.
6- get home before my great grandmother gets home (senior citizens)
7- eat lunch
8- hang out and try to look busy.
9- wait for grandparents to get home so we can go home
10- go to bed and do the same things all over.

Great....huh? Like the new look, I do...I worked freakin hard on it last night.
Oh and guess who called last night...........drum roll please......MY FATHER who was drunk for the umpteenth time. How can my mother put up with him i mean i love him soo much but he makes it hard. He knows he's an alcoholic and he tries but when my family isn't around him he loses the will power to stop drinking (my house is empty so he's lonely and thinks up ways to drown his lonliness (alcohol) ugh. It's unfortunate because i don't know who he is when he is drunk it's like "and you are?". so i'm done venting be back tomorrow.